Oh... A friend lost his boyfriend, I think anyway. Guy he loved - loves, still - and it just made me feel bad, because I can't help him at all, not the way I've been trying to help people. The way Mako-chan and Ishtar-chan said I was good at.

And I thought 'Oh... If this is what it's like when someone leaves...'

[He can't really finish it. He's afraid of the implications as it is, but Rei did ask. So there he went, blabbering.]